So tired.
So very tired of the drama
of the push/pull of my heart
of the cacophony in my head.

So sleepy.
Why can't I just sleep
Fall into endless slumber
Never wake up again.

I know
Giving up is not an option
Running away is not a given
But oh, to sleep
and never have to deal with
any of this ever again.

To sleep
without dreams
endlessly.