Home...

Back home from NYC. First time I felt a connection to the city in years. I admired the fashions, the shoes, the energy... I loved it. I still was anxious to return to Lancaster. With grandbaby. both, but at this time I content myself with the eldest. It was pleasant, being in NY this time around, even though I just wanted to go back home to Lanc. I could relax. And with next trip, I will, 'cause I'll stay with a friend as well as with Ebo. I love my life.

Personal, yet online...

I like that no one knows of this, truly. I can often spill (when I remember to spill) on this freely. I have my granddaughter for a whole month! I still have to work et al, but I get to spend time with her and talk to her and feel her grow a little. I was with her the first few months of her life; now I can reconnect. Soon, I'll find a way to help my youngest child and her son, and have them HOPEFULLY close enough to see my grandson and influence him more. I have to sacrifice my rather madcap life path, but... it may be worth it to salvage my grandkids...