time stops at your glance
if only it could last forever
the moments I spend with you
in your arms I am home
shared and whole
when I'm with you
who'd've thought
I'd find you, finally
where I'd never think to look
or hope. you were there.
You are here in my heart
filling my senses
always on my mind.
You are everything
all I ever wanted
more than I hoped to have
I love you.
You are my Oddity.

there is no one like him in my entire experience. I will move heaven and earth to be with him. He wrote this:

oUR DREAM oUR LOVE Current mood: adored

bACK TO THE CENTER OF WHO I NEVER WAS
yOU LOOKED INSIDE AND SAW EVERYTHING

mY TEARS mY LOVE mY FEARS mY DREAMS

iN THIS EMBRACE WE FEEL A HEARTBEAT
i CAN FEEL ALL YOUR PAIN AND YOU MINE

oUR SCARS oUR HOPES oUR ENDURANCE

iNSIDE THIS FAIRYTALE THAT WE CREATE
tWO MISFITS BECOME A BEAUTIFUL PAIR

tHIS LOVE INSIDE OF US WILL NEVER DIE

tHIS pASSION tHIS FEAR tHIS INFATUATION
tHIS IS ALL WE WANTED tHIS ADDICTION

oUR DREAM nO TEARS oUR LOVE nO FEAR

gIVE ME YOUR SCARS gIVE ME YOUR HAND
iT TOOK FOREVER NOW WE ARE COMPLETE

iNSIDE A RING OF FIRE OUR HEARTS BURN

lOOK INTO EACH OTHERS EYES

WE SEE FOREVER


there aren't words to describe the feeling I carry inside, the joy, the happiness that brims over in tears. Sometimes I fear I am being obsessive; I read too much into it. And then he writes like that, and I know he feels the same way - though he's better at controlling it's outward manifestation in public!

he is my other half, and I feel so empty when I'm not by his side. We have full lives, busy, intricate and full of friends and loved ones. But no matter what happens, when I'm next to him, life glows.

It is a delicious, amazing feeling to be loved like I love, to have that back. I am listening to Surrender, by Angels & Agony, and the first part of the lyrics go:

You know how long I've waited
For you to come this far
You don't know how long I've waited
To see the stars
You don't know how long I've waited
To see the stars
You don't know how long I've waited
To love you as you are

Open your eyes
Open your heart
Use no disguise
Surrender to me

He posted it on his myspace page.

The next song is called Run To You by Code 64:

I don't know why it feels right
A burst of emotions made me realize
That I should carry on
More graceful than the stars above
You have touched my very soul
Under the clear blue sky
I will run as fast as I can
Far away from all of this
I've been waiting for ages
To hear the sound of your voice
I will try as hard as I can
To get away from all of this
I need to see you
And I'm running out of time
My heart cries out for mercy
A burst of emotions made me realize
That I should try harder
And as the scenery pass by
I realize that I'm losing time
Under the clear blue sky

Next song on his profile: Miss you More by De/Vision:

Will I be here endlessly
Without a firm sense of identity
In a world that left me cold and empty
In a world that left me cold and empty
I'm about to lose my hold
Come alive and take me far
So alive come take me far and near
'cause the morld will leave you cold and empty
'cause the world will leave you cold and empty
I'm about to lose control
Won't you come alive
And take me down your trail
Hold me close before it's too late
Come alive and lead me all the may
(I miss you more than home)
Hold me close before it's too late
When your colors start to fade
All your colors fade away I pray
That your love
Won't keep me cold and empty
That your love
Won't leave me cold and empty
I'm about to lose my hold.

Next is Memories by namnambulu:

All the things were going through
Let me know when it is over
I have never felt this way
I’m marked with scars that won’t recover

I have always wanted you
Will I ever be returning
Now that I’m away from you
I feel the desperation’s burning

The war has lasted for so long
We’ve all forgotten how it started
I don’t remember right or wrong
I only know that we were parted

All the loving memories
All the time we spent together
It will stay for centuries
Our souls will last forever

I’ll await the days ahead
to make sure that I’ll be with you
And when the sky is turning red
Another day has past without you

I’ll avenge for what I’ve missed
and no one will be trying to stop me
And if there’s no one to assist
I’ll still fight for memories of thee

I feel ... indescribable. I love him so very much. There's nothing like him anywhere.