CRY OF THE LONELY WOLF, by Oddity 5/22/09

THE DAWNING OF A NEW SUNRISE
AN ADVENTURE OF LOVE ENSUES
THE PURSUIT OF BEAST AND PREY
FRIGHTENED, SHE RUNS AWAY
BUT NO HARM WOULD EVER COME
SHE LOOKED INTO LONELY EYES
AND SADNESS FILLED HER HEART
THIS ODD PAIRING BECAME ONE
INTO AN ADVENTURE OF NEW DAYS
RUNNING LIKE NEVER BEFORE
UNTIL DUSK PULLED THEM APART
AND SHE HATED TO PART WAYS
SUNSET TURNS INTO DARKNESS
HE SNARLS AS HE LETS HER GO
SHE COULD HEAR HIM FOR MILES
THE HOWLING AT THE MOON
WAITING FOR HER TO RETURN
THE CRY OF THE LONELY WOLF

So i'm eating breakfast at CFR, a few blocks down from where I live. I am reading on American Constitutional Law. Someone wearing a carryout courier teeshirt, dark blue (it was blue so I noticed it) walked behind me to get to the kitchen area (I was seated at the counter). The smell of pot hit me full on - and yes, I do have nostalgic memories of pot, even though I think it's a colossal waste of time and money unless you medically need it.

I didn't identify the source until the guy walked past me back out the door. It was strong. I was disgusted, because this is the courier delivery guy for the restaurant or for the restaurant supplier!

He walked back in, and now that I could id him, I looked at his face. Yep, classic morning high; the flushed face, the dumb look, the almost glassy eyes, and he sounded stupid. How could anyone in their right mind let him drive???? much less represent the restaurant or, if he was bringing supplies to the restaurant, the company providing the supplies?

More Poetry from Oddity about us.

With You
YOUR SMILE IS MY SUNLIGHT
WITH YOU I AM EVERYTHING
INSIDE YOU IS MY HEART
TO REMIND YOU OF OUR LOVE
WHAT ONCE WAS A DREAM
IS REAL BECAUSE OF YOU
WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE
I SAVOR ALL OF OUR MOMENTS
OUR LOVE GROWS STRONGER
WITH YOU I NEVER FEEL WEAK
ONE DAY WE’LL BE TOGETHER
ALWAYS AND NEVER APART
AS LONG AS THERE ARE STARS
WE CAN DREAM AND HAVE HOPE
WHEN I SEE YOUR BRIGHT SMILE
LIKE A FLOWER THAT BLOSSOMS
TWO HEARTS BEATING AS ONE
WITH YOU I’LL ALWAYS BE HAPPY

KISS ME kiss me KISS ME
One boot in the past
i was a loner, it's who i was
Never missed a heartbeat
hurdling every obstacle
Who was this vicious creature?
one edge of the RayZOR
The strange path chosen
one nobody dared to follow
I've heard the forked tongues
met every single challenge
I've flown the bluest skies
and i've tasted all the rain
One boot into the future
my hand against her heart
Feeling love all around me
grasping every second
I am who i thought i was
the sharpest RayZORs edge
I would choose the same path
one even dad could be proud of
I look into her pretty eyes
and i see my other half
Our boots standing in the rain
we'll find the most blue sky
With smiles and holding hands
and sunshine on our hearts
We have found the Cure so
KISS ME kiss me KISS ME

Mentioning our anniversary weekend, he said: "I am very lucky and happy. It's hard to believe i have found someone who thinks like i do, but differently. Who accepts me no matter what. Who cares about me like nobody else has. We are a pair." He's also said I'm 'near perfect' for him. I have to document this stuff. I can't believe it's happening to me. It's like a dream come true!!!


I.
Therefore and two heartbeats made with truth
Doth speaketh the lovers with thine lips
Raiseth bright eyes unto heavenly skies
Brighter than sun woven with passion
Does her love craveth unbridled desires deep
When hearts craveth the romance untold
And then I falleth to one knee devout
I crave thee to giveth me all of her breath
To woo me liketh the flower that blossoms
In beauty she does walketh in the light

II.
In sunlit morning dew i thinketh of her face
Even as rain falleth upon thine own smile
The caress of her sweet words sootheth me
I am but alone but our hearts are stronger
One glorioius day we will be as two together
Whileth she doth dance i will be by her side
The shadows that brought us together linger
On a stool i sit with her head on my shoulder
Oh glorious dream that shines down on me
Therefore this light we become is like heaven

I responded to this with:

harken to me, oh darkling prince
my love for you hath no bounds
my heart it sings for the joy of you
my soul it lives for love of you

thus I rest upon your shoulder
your arm cast 'round my waist
and naught in this world
dare sunder the bond we here embrace

only in fairytales and epic love stories. I live an epic love story.

I saw something today very strange. I saw what looked like a puff of smoke go into the ceiling behind the light at work today.

No smoking allowed.

It was over the desk of the woman who just lost her mother.

I can't seem to replicate what I saw using the normal optical wierdness that comes from wearing high index glasses and shifting vision from screen to distance, or by the floaters that I normally have in my slightly aging eyes. The 'puff of smoke' I saw went up in my peripheral vision, without my shifting my eyes - the floaters only shift in my eyes when I move them.

Did I see a ghost? I don't, btw, believe in ghosts. Generally speaking.