Thursday

The Only One by The Cure (on oddity's profile ... he's perfect)

Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY HEAD
WHEN YOU PULL ME UPSTAIRS AND YOU PUSH ME TO BED
Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY HEAD IT’S A MESS UP THERE
Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY HEART
WHEN YOU PUSH ME BACK DOWN AND THEN PULL ME APART
OH I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY HEART IT’S THE BEST Oh YEAH!

Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY LIPS
WHEN YOU SUCK ME INSIDE AND YOU BLOW ME A KISS
Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY LIPS IT’S SO SWEET IN THERE
Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY HIPS
WHEN YOU BLOW ME OUTSIDE AND THEN SUCK ME LIKE THIS
Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY HIPS IT’S THE BEAT Oh YEAH!

YOURE THE ONLY ONE I CRY FOR
THE ONLY ONE I TRY TO PLEASE
YOURE THE ONLY ONE I SIGH FOR
THE ONLY ONE I DIE TO SQUEEZE

AND IT GETS BETTER EVERY DAY I PLAY WITH YOU IT’S SUCH A SCREAM
YEAH IT GETS BETTER EVERY DAY I STAY WITH YOU IT’S SO EXTREME
YEAH IT GETS WETTER EVERY DAY I STAY WITH YOU IT’S LIKE A DREAM

Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY SKIN
WHEN YOU SLIP ME ON AND SLIDE ME IN
Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY SKIN IT’S A BLUSH ON THERE
Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY BONES
WHEN YOU SLIDE ME OFF AND SLIP ME HOME
Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO MY BONES IT’S THE CRUSH Oh YEAH!

YOURE THE ONLY ONE I CRY FOR
THE ONLY ONE I TRY TO PLEASE
YOURE THE ONLY ONE I SIGH FOR
THE ONLY ONE I DIE TO SQUEEZE

AND IT GETS HAZIER EVERY WAY I SWAY WITH YOU IT’S SUCH A SCREAM
YEAH IT GETS MAZIER EVERY PLAY I SAY WITH YOU IT’S SO EXTREME
YEAH IT GETS CRAZIER EVERY DAY I STAY WITH YOU IT’S LIKE A DREAM

Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE Oh I LOVE WHAT YOU DO TO ME



We bonded over 'One More Time' by The Cure. I love that song.. but this one OMG it makes me chortle and wiggle inside 'cause I can just see him remembering how the lyrics fit... yeeha! I love what he does to me....
I'm in such deep trouble. I'm behind on every bill. The gas bill is 400; the electric is 200, the cable is 300 and the water is 100. What the FUCK did I do with the money?

We have no internet at home and if I pay it off (189) then I have no way to go to SL or to Ray's. And I'm too selfish to give that up.

I'm still wracking my brain to figure out where the fuck I screwed up. And today I have to show up at court for, of all things, child support for Teri while she's in the residential facility.

What did I do wrong?

Wednesday

These songs touched me. Guess why.

Damaged by Assemblage 23

I am merely the product
Of the life that I've lived
An amalgam of sorrows
And the wisdom they give
But the weight has grown heavy
And its dragging me down
It's so hard not to sink now
But I don't want to drown

CHORUS - I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed
This far
But I don't know if I can find my way back home
I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed
For now
But I don't think I can face this on my own

There is beauty in hardship
There are poems in grief
There are trials we must go through
Though they may shake our beliefs

But I don't know how I got here
Lost in the cynical dusk
Set adrift in the worry
That I've no one to trust

(CHORUS)

If to suffer is holy
I'll take my share of the pain
I can swim through this sadness
If there's something to gain

I can reach for the surface
And try to pull myself free
But the last thing I want is
To drag you down here with me

(CHORUS)

Damaged by TLC

I know Im kinda strange, to you sometimes
Dont always say, whats on my mind
You know that Ive been hurt, by some guy
But I dont wanna mess up this time

[BRIDGE] And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think Im kinda scared
Cos I dont want to lose you
If you really really really care
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
Its nothing to you

[CHORUS] My hearts at a low
Im so much to manage
I think you should know that
Ive been damaged
Im falling in love
Theres one disadvantage
I think you should know that Ive been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I dont wanna find
Or I might just set you up, to see if youre all mine
Im a little paranoid, from what Ive been through
Dont know what you got yourself into

[BRIDGE W/ECHOED LINES]
[CHORUS, 2x W/ECHOED LINES]
[BRIDGE]
[CHORUS, 2x]