I'm in such deep trouble. I'm behind on every bill. The gas bill is 400; the electric is 200, the cable is 300 and the water is 100. What the FUCK did I do with the money?

We have no internet at home and if I pay it off (189) then I have no way to go to SL or to Ray's. And I'm too selfish to give that up.

I'm still wracking my brain to figure out where the fuck I screwed up. And today I have to show up at court for, of all things, child support for Teri while she's in the residential facility.

What did I do wrong?