Monday

It is a delicious, amazing feeling to be loved like I love, to have that back. I am listening to Surrender, by Angels & Agony, and the first part of the lyrics go:

You know how long I've waited
For you to come this far
You don't know how long I've waited
To see the stars
You don't know how long I've waited
To see the stars
You don't know how long I've waited
To love you as you are

Open your eyes
Open your heart
Use no disguise
Surrender to me


He posted it on his myspace page.

The next song is called Run To You by Code 64:

I don't know why it feels right
A burst of emotions made me realize
That I should carry on
More graceful than the stars above
You have touched my very soul
Under the clear blue sky
I will run as fast as I can
Far away from all of this
I've been waiting for ages
To hear the sound of your voice
I will try as hard as I can
To get away from all of this
I need to see you
And I'm running out of time
My heart cries out for mercy
A burst of emotions made me realize
That I should try harder
And as the scenery pass by
I realize that I'm losing time
Under the clear blue sky


Next song on his profile: Miss you More by De/Vision:

Will I be here endlessly
Without a firm sense of identity
In a world that left me cold and empty
In a world that left me cold and empty
I'm about to lose my hold
Come alive and take me far
So alive come take me far and near
'cause the morld will leave you cold and empty
'cause the world will leave you cold and empty
I'm about to lose control
Won't you come alive
And take me down your trail
Hold me close before it's too late
Come alive and lead me all the may
(I miss you more than home)
Hold me close before it's too late
When your colors start to fade
All your colors fade away I pray
That your love
Won't keep me cold and empty
That your love
Won't leave me cold and empty
I'm about to lose my hold.


Next is Memories by namnambulu:

All the things were going through
Let me know when it is over
I have never felt this way
I’m marked with scars that won’t recover

I have always wanted you
Will I ever be returning
Now that I’m away from you
I feel the desperation’s burning

The war has lasted for so long
We’ve all forgotten how it started
I don’t remember right or wrong
I only know that we were parted

All the loving memories
All the time we spent together
It will stay for centuries
Our souls will last forever

I’ll await the days ahead
to make sure that I’ll be with you
And when the sky is turning red
Another day has past without you

I’ll avenge for what I’ve missed
and no one will be trying to stop me
And if there’s no one to assist
I’ll still fight for memories of thee


I feel ... indescribable. I love him so very much. There's nothing like him anywhere.

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