Sometimes, the worse feeling in the world is caring for someone without being able to give them what they want. I feel like that about my kids, and I feel like that about Temptation. I wish I could, but I can't - not because I'm unable to, but because of my own volition, that belongs to someone else. In this instance, it would be terribly wrong.

I wish I could find another me for him. Or at least help him get someone who will understand him and help him grow. He needs to work past things and I truly feel he needs someone who will understand this and grow with him.

I don't like hurting him. I don't know what to do.