I am, unfortunately, struggling with the downswing of bipolar syndrome. It's not severe but it can get ugly.

sticking point with oddity is the fact I'm a loner. Last night we had it out again.

This morning, he posted this as a bulletin:

WE'LL BE SHADOWS IN THE SUNRISE

tHESE HANDS ON YOUR HEAD
PULLING FEELINGS OUT AGAIN
WHY DOES'NT ANYONE LISTEN
WHEN YOU EXPLODE IN FRONT OF THEM

THIS PEACE CANNOT FIND QUIET
YOU CAN SCREAM AND NOBODY HEARS
THESE WORDS TRY TO TOUCH YOUR HEART
TRYING TO FIND YOUR SMILE PLEASE

THIS INTERNAL CONFUSION RAGE
CAN'T CONCENTRATE ON ANYTHING
WHEN YOU GO TO SLEEP TONIGHT
HOPE YOU DREAM OF RAINBOWS AND THE SUN

AND ALL THIS WHILE YOU WANT LOVE
YOU FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING
THERE IS DESIRE INSIDE YOUR HEART
DON'T EVER RUN AWAY AGAIN

THESE DEMONS FROM OUR PAST
IT'S SO HARD TO RUN AWAY FROM THEM
THERE IS THE SUN BEHIND THE CLOUDS
IT'S WAITING TO FIND YOUR SMILE BRIGHT

AND WHEN YOU NEED SOMEONE TO RUN TO
YOU CAN ALWAYS RUN RIGHT TO ME
WE'LL BE SHADOWS IN THE SUNRISE
WHEN WE HOLD EACH OTHER LIKE A DREAM


all I can do is cry.